Monday, August 26, 2013

Two years..

Today marks two years since my dad passed away. It is a very difficult and emotional day for me.

Daddy, I miss you... I wish you were here. I wish I had the guts to go through with the divorce while you were still alive. I did this all on my own and it is HARD daddy. So very hard. Some days I don't know where our next meal is coming from... but I am working on it dad, one day at a time. I can feel you helping me even from Heaven, clearing my mind when I have dark thoughts, when I had a difficult day.

I miss you SO much but I know you are smiling down at us from up there.
I know you are proud of me for going through this, I know you saw and heard things happening even if I was trying to sweep it under the rug and I know you guided me when I needed you.
I just wish I could talk to you one more time, for five minutes even... The boys miss you too.

I love you daddy... Rest in peace.


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